I stayed awake until seven in the morning reading my 2004 – 2006 diary. My life is a succession of destructive relationships and worrying about my face. I slept for five hours and dreamt of people I used to know better.
I wanted to apply for a job so I found an advertisement. The description said “Writer. Online Reviews. 350 a week”. I asked for more details. They said it was to review porn websites. I applied anyway.
I made a lemon sponge cake and took four photographs with my film SLR camera. I feel inspired in a sleepy, distant way. I feel like I have thirty-five poems inside of me. I want to drink coffee with a stranger and sit in a canoe.
I am looking for someone who will love me even though I have a sunburnt nose.
drink coffee in a canoe
ReplyDeletelet's make a baby
ReplyDeleteryan manning's always stealing my thunder.
ReplyDeletei'm now in contact with 3 of the 4 most recent additions to 72 words.
...place is better than myspace.
yes, i was scared to find it
ReplyDeletei like your blog, it's making me feel calm
I like your blog too. I often stay up till obscene hours re-reading my old diaries, and like you, I find the same themes repeating themselves.
ReplyDeletei didn't know you were here
ReplyDeletethank you for commenting
now i know you're here
i feel relieved
i just had a 'bad experience' with a porn website
anyway
thanks, red
you're a neat guy
i will love you
ReplyDeletewho are you?
"I am looking for someone who will love me even though I have a sunburnt nose."
ReplyDeleteI don't think that's asking too much.