Friday 19 November 2010

distract me from the winter, please

Leaps

it’s spring; you know the drill.
the heater roars its final bursts of heat,
the leaves are brown and brittle.

saturday morning still, as the air
around us, we wait inside with baited
breath whilst things outside us grow.

oversized jumpers coat our frames
like moss, and i find lost cinema stubbs
down the back of the sofa. you itch.

we’ve got a quota, a running total of hours
spent seething under damp ceilings waiting
for the world to wake. counting down each hour

until it’s time to walk the streets of Salford
without reason. the squirrels drop their nuts
and run; gasping into a new season.

Thursday 30 September 2010

you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special
you are not special you are not special you are not special

Thursday 23 September 2010

thunder and lightning

i wrote this ages ago and it got a really bad reception. i don't care. i still love you.

Exclusivity

Only you.
No more kissing men
in warm rooms; Your mouth
makes me lose control more
than rum and cokes do.

It is decided.
With words that a dream told you
I needed more than others. More
than lovers. More than other lovers.
We wake up together.

Your face.
Buried in my neck and kinder than
most, probably. We’ll fall in love
and book a holiday and beautiful
cashier girls won’t affect me

Anymore.
We dress to impress each other and I
borrow clothes from your wardrobe. These
big shirts feel so good hanging onto me.
Hung up on me.

I am starting.
Understanding the concept of togetherness
and speaking without embarrassment. To
say that I simply can’t be with anybody other
Than you.

Wednesday 11 August 2010

five minute poem


every-where’s coming together
we stand in stations, thread ourselves
through tram lines, linking fingers until
wherever home might be i know it’s here

everyone’s coming together when they
touch my arms and tell me how long it’s been
(and I talk about you over whiskey and a grin)
thinking how grown up we’re allowed to be

my bank balance is zero, stripped down to
master bedrooms and living room furniture
we talk about soon, with both our names on bills
knowing that everything’s coming together.

Sunday 6 June 2010

make me miserable

i am in love and therefore cannot write any more.

Tuesday 13 April 2010

last year seems so long ago

Situation Summer

chewed up in the choice of the move,
the season spits us out the other side like pips.
in search of a new life, we’re waving at neighbours
and stealing smiles from strangers; trying to make contact.
we relax in the anticipation that something will happen soon.

new rooms prickle with the heat and people speak with alien
accents in the street. what we do not say is stilted and when
she leaves every day it’s to stake a claim in something else,
performing to a crowd until she’s bought.
(muted by the mornings i stay indoors, until august is a
flush of hushed visits, unspoken agreements that i am not in.)
we’ve comfort in common until she doesn’t come back.

in the house of the man who fed me lines and called me delicate
i took a photo of two green chairs in the garden, faded and buckled
like couples breaking into each other, all the while thinking;
‘will i ever?’

Saturday 27 March 2010

unless it's fictions

i have a bit of a thing about kitchens at the moment. i think it's because i spend so much time cleaning mine.


The kitchen is a six-foot squared box of utilities James does not know how to use. He contemplates the science of it all; of ovens, kettles and tumble dryers. The unseen processes which occur within them to make them work, like a body. The image of his mother at the stove superimposes itself over the scene, stirring a saucepan which boils steamily at the closest hob. He marvels at her magic.

i am having fun in my life.

Saturday 13 March 2010

(a haiku)

everyone thinks you're contemporary but i think you're an avant-'tard

i wish there was a
postmodern theory for your
pretentious bullshit

Thursday 4 March 2010

i'm back, i think

small apples

on a lunchtime squeezed
between vinyl LPs he saw
them together and said she
looked dour, with a frown
that would taste sour
like small apples,
puckered and brown.

comforted by the concern
of his angry words -
“i could have killed him”
made moralities blur, as
i practised my sneer
in the rear view mirror
thinking how nice it would be
to soften in the sun.