Thursday 13 August 2009

please forgive me if my hands are where my head should be

I stayed awake until seven in the morning reading my 2004 – 2006 diary. My life is a succession of destructive relationships and worrying about my face. I slept for five hours and dreamt of people I used to know better.

I wanted to apply for a job so I found an advertisement. The description said “Writer. Online Reviews. 350 a week”. I asked for more details. They said it was to review porn websites. I applied anyway.

I made a lemon sponge cake and took four photographs with my film SLR camera. I feel inspired in a sleepy, distant way. I feel like I have thirty-five poems inside of me. I want to drink coffee with a stranger and sit in a canoe.

I am looking for someone who will love me even though I have a sunburnt nose.

8 comments:

  1. ryan manning's always stealing my thunder.

    i'm now in contact with 3 of the 4 most recent additions to 72 words.

    ...place is better than myspace.

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  2. yes, i was scared to find it

    i like your blog, it's making me feel calm

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  3. I like your blog too. I often stay up till obscene hours re-reading my old diaries, and like you, I find the same themes repeating themselves.

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  4. i didn't know you were here
    thank you for commenting
    now i know you're here

    i feel relieved

    i just had a 'bad experience' with a porn website

    anyway
    thanks, red
    you're a neat guy

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  5. "I am looking for someone who will love me even though I have a sunburnt nose."

    I don't think that's asking too much.

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